I Miss You♥

okkk nii sye nak2 bgi korunk bace lyric lagu nii..lagu nii bertajuk "I Miss You" by my very own wonderful sis,Miley Cyrus..lagu nii sedih & best sgt..setiap kali sye nanyi lagu mesti sye teringat kat org yg tersyg:( so klau korunk tau lagu nii silakan nyanyi & harap2 korunk ingat kat org2 yg korunk syg..&& ingat mggu nii nak raye so mintak maaf la kat org tu okk...sye mintak maaf byk2 klau ade silap & salah..slmat menyanyi!!

Sha la la la la, sha la la la la

You used to call me your angel

Said I was sent straight down from heaven

And you'd hold me close in your arms

I thought of the way you felt so strong

I never wanted you to leave

I wanted you to stay here holdin' me

I miss you, I miss your smile

And I still shed a tear every once in a while

And even though it's different now

You're still here somehow

My heart won't let you go

And I need you to knowI

miss you, sha la la la la

I miss you

You used to call me your dreamer

And now I'm livin' out my dream

Oh, how I wish you could see

Everything that's happenin' for me

I'm thinkin' back on the pastIt's true the time is flyin' by too fast

I miss you, I miss your smile

And I still shed a tear every once in a while

And even though it's different now

You're still here somehow

My heart won't let you go

And I need you to know

I miss you, sha la la la la

I miss you

I know you're in a better place yeah

But I wish that I could see your face, oh

I know you're where you need to be

Even though it's not here with me

I miss you, I miss your smile

And I still shed a tear every once in a while

And even though it's different now

You're still here somehow

My heart won't let you go

And I need you to know

I miss you, sha la la la la

I miss you, I miss your smile

And I still shed a tear every once in a while

And even though it's different now

You're still here somehow

My heart won't let you go

And I need you to know

I miss you, sha la la la la

I miss you♥

oh juz fuck love♥

heyaa....aq tau dah lame aq tak update blog nii so this is the daily i mean monthly updates:)

skunk dah msk 10 hari terakhir ramadan maksudnye dah nak raye la tu yay yay rayee!lol...soo aq nak mintak maaf byk sgt kat semua yg bace blog ni & to my family friends semua la aq nak mintak maaf byk2 sgt....okk tu first update..yg kedua aq nak wat big announcment nii aq,sammie jocelyn jonas is wearing GLASSES!!!yesss aq adalah pemakai cermin mata.....nape aq pakai cermin mata? its coz aq nii rabun jauh(tak nmpk jauh)utk org2 yg nak2 sgt pkai cermin mata aq suggest JGN...DONT FUCKING GET A FUCKING GLASSES! bkn nye tak best mmg best but mcm mane ye nak ckp..oh yeaaa susah nak jaga....kena slalu sapu cermin....jgn bgi dia berhabuk nanti tak nmpk..klau tak nmpk abis la...termsk longkang nanti bru tau lol....nanti aq post gmbr eikk..ohhh yg ketiga aq & peter pan aka abg jonas tuu dah kwn lame dah but still friends..hmmm W.E la kn....aq dgn abg band pulak lain citenye..tak pernah bertegur-sapa langsung..aq hanye intai2 dia je..btw dia look fucking hott dlm baju mlay:) haha nii aq nak cite nii..kat myspace aqq ade kwn...kte panggil dia tay je okk?

anyways tay nii pljar m'sia yg sdg blajar kat jordan...aq tak tau kat mane jordan tu soo klau nak tau rajin2 la tgk peta dunia k? sooo dia nii adela gaduh dgn sowang pompuan nii kan && pompuan tuu mrh sgt kat dia sampai umm haha nak tau apw dia wat? well bdk pompuan niii tendang tmpt secret dia hahahaah..malunye.....muke dia merah sgt2 mase tu...sakit perut aq mase bestie aq cite kat aq hahahhaa..ahhh tay tu laa..cabar lgi kesabaran pompuan..kan dah dpt akibatnyee...teruk pulak tuu..hahahahha..

k la..nanti sammie update lain k ?

JUz Updates(I love Peter Pan)

hiiii everyone!!! so aq dah lame tak update so here it is..school aq tutup coz ada a few students yg disuspect ada penyakit H1NI........so thats why school aq tutup smpai 8 august.anyways aq sdg sedih ni coz aq tak leh jmpe friends aq & abg band aq.....yahoo messenger aq plak tak leh bukak..mmg tak best la duduk kat umah sowang2...okk maid aq dah blk dah yay!! dia dah kahwin & omg guess wat...shes pregnant!! shes fucking pregz for crying out loud:O

but bru 1 bln s lmbt lagi la kannn..anywhooo i miss my besties....aq nak try ckp dgn they all,depa tak mau..bkn tak mau cume tak de mase..tau2 la kan....sekolah cemerlang,murid terbilang la...lol, ceyah ckp mcm pengetua school je:)

k lah...update nii short je coz idk wat else to say....okk thennn nanti aq update lain utk korunk k:)

oh & heres some pics utk korunk terhibur...

My Crush♥

hii..so maybe aq rase aq dah bersedia nak gi tau korunk sape crush aq name dia well urghh aq talk leh la sry but maybe aq akn post pic dia on here so maybey u guyz knw sape dia tu k.

anyway tadi rehersal utk ari anugerah esk & aq jmpe dia lagi...dia cute sgt2...aq mmg tak thn tgk dia..pagi tadi mase aq dlm perjalanan ke kls aq hampir langgar dia coz dia jln dr arah kantin & aq jln dr arah bilik guru so bertentangan & aq hampir langgar dia nasib baik tak terlanggar,...kalau langgar pun tak pe jgak coz kalau aq langgar mesti dia ckp kat aq sry la whatever kan so maksudnye dia tgh smbg dgn aq:O but tak langgar dia juz smile je kat aq & omg aq mcm nak pengsan mase dia smile kat aq....aq mcm OMG!!! HE SMILED AT ME!! he fucking smiled at me:O aq mmg suke kat dia sgt...dia nmp baik mmg pun baik hehe..tadi mase dlm dewan aq cari la dia..but ternyate dia duduk kat belakang & aq duk kat dpn skali so tak dpt la jmpe...but mase dia naik pentas practise tuk ambik adiah aq sowang je yg tepuk tuk dia...tepuk perlahan2 la kalau kuat2 mesti org tau & dia maybe feel malu....and omg hes so cutee...aq tak tau nape aq suke dia sgt2...aq remember first time aq nmpk dia.mase tu kat dlm...aq,yana & some other friends tgh duk kat blakang dewan.kebetulan dia pun duk kat blakang dewan aq ternmpk la dia..mase aq bru nmpk dia omg aq rase mcm nak scream coz hes juz so cuteeee!!mmg comel la dia niii.....start pade mase tu la aq mule minat kat dia....aq gitau yana & dia kate kat aq "ang minat2 la but study jgn lupe" haha dia tak ckp kat aq mcm tu aq reka2 je coz aq tak ingat bende ape yg dia gitau aq but whatever lah at least aq dpt minat kat sowang laki yg mmg comel!!!! but aq tkut la maybe dia tak like aq...hmmm coz dia & aq slalu terserempak...so maybe dia pun prasaan yg aq slalu ada dkat2 dgn dia.hope dia tau prasaan aq mcm mane....& hope dia tak de GF coz kalau dia ade its ok aq leh jdi kwn dia but Gf tu hmmmm impossible ke possible??

whatever..aq tak leh bersikap negative aq mesti positif!!!!aq akn trus minat dia smpai akhir thn & hope pd mase tu dia tau ape feeling aq kat dia:)

Idup Tak Adil:(

hii...sje je nak tlis blog..bkn ape2 pun:( ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh idup mmg tak adil!!!!!!!!why why why fucking why!!! aq ada la 1 fre-nemy[kwn & enemy] dulu kite dkat sgt...slalu tgk movie same2 klur same2 study same2 dia slalu pi umah aq but one day cewah mcm nak bercerita ni..dgr/bace baik2 k coz maybey aq dpt adiah ni hehe:(
one day ada satu rombongan darjah 6 ke UITM...ade motivasi UPSR kat sane..pastu mase kat sane aq ada la berkenalan dgn sowang laki tu dia tu comel sgt2....but mase aq smbg dgn dia aq rase mcm dah lame dah kenal dgn dia pastu aq tanye la dia kite pernah berjumpe ke pastu korang tau dia ckp pe dia ckp aq ni kwn tadika ang la:O omg aq mcm wat the fuck man...btul ke:Opastu baru aq ingat dia mmg kwn lame aq from tadika name dia well i cnnot tell sry but dlm cite ni kite call ni cute boy k;] anyway aq & cute boy ni dah mcm terkejut kan and whatever pastu mase msuk kls aq nak introduce dia kat bestie aq tu....pastu korang tau ape jdi:O bestie aq tu suke kat cute boy tu....aq pun suke kat dia but we're juz friends kan so whatever la..but bile dia kate kat aq yg dia suke kat cute boy tu aq rase mcm nak bunuh diri or bunuh dia:O coz aq pun well dlm ati aq..aq mmg suke kat cute boy tu but entah nape aq rase mcm kite tak leh together2...so aq mcm nak give diaorg chance la kan so aq pi la gitau kat cute boy tu pastu sebenar2nye dia pun suke kat bestie aq tu..ahhhhh lagi aq rase mcm nak bunuh aq & bestie aq tu:O nape dia wat aq mcm ni???!!! aq & dia dah kwn since tadika nape dia tak pernah ada prasaan utk aq huh?! ape?! ape masalah dia huh?! aq tak cukup cntk ke tuk dia?! tak cukup pndai ke tuk dia huh?! wat the fuck if your problem la?! but now aq & pompuan tu tak ckp dah coz dia pindah ke KL....aq pun tak smbg dgn cute boy tu dah coz aq dah terbuang # dia & klau aq tak buang pun dia still tak nak angkat call aq or blas msg aq...sakit tau tak?!?! sakit btul ati aq bile dia dah putus kan hubungan kitaorg as friends:( aq mmg sedih la mase tu..tu lah second time aq dah breakup dgn BF or kwn laki2 aq....skrg pun ade jgk but aq tak kan cite skunk...maybe later k? ahhh aq rase mcm nak nangis la skunk..setiap kali aq teringat pasal incident ni mesti aq rase mcm nak nangis.,....tu la aq tak suke cite kat org pasal BF aq or benda2 yg mcm ada kaitan dgn tu only my real bestie je yg tau yg lain no way!!!!!!!! ahhhhhh aq kena stop la tlis ni & stop pikir ttg dia forever!!! aq tak tahan dah!! aq dah tak tahan dah!! aq tak nak rase sakit ati lgi!!! walaupun skunk ni pun aq dah byk kali sakit ati..aq tak kan wat dah! entah mcm mane pun aq akn cube stop thinking about boys for now..skunk nii aq nak focus on my studies first:(

Im Sry:(

hii...aq sdih la ari ni...aq ada tlis 1 bulletin on myspace to my special someone..pastu dia mrh aq & say aq tlis tu utk saje2 and aq tipu dia but aq tak tipe..aq tak pernah tipu dia....aq tlis tu dari hati..& prasaan...aq tak tipu.. aq mmg tlis semua tu smpai aq nangis tau..semua yg bace bulletin tu kate aq tak tipu dia je yg kate mcm tu..dia kate dia x nak percaya aq coz dia tak nak heart broken lagi..aq tau dulu dia dah byk putus cinte & dia tkut dia sakit ati lagi..aq kate aq tak kan skit ati dia coz aq mmg btul2 suke & syg kat dia......dia je yg tak tau betape sygnye aq kat dia...aq & dia gaduh teruk...dia kate dia tak nak jmpe or talk to me again..aq sdih gler..dah la bendu tu jadi dpn org ramai malu tu tak la coz aq nak tau nape dia mcm ni dgn aq...dia supposed to be nice to me..but dia tibe2 je mrh & say things to me...kwn2 aq yg dkt dgn dia cube calm him down..mintak tlg dia believe aq but dia tak mau...:( aq mmg sdih...smpai skrg aq sdih lagi..dia dah mintak maaf dah & aq dah maafkan dia coz aq tak rela berpisah dgn dia so now we;re okk:) but aq still tak sedap ati..maybe dia ubah pikiran & break up dgn aq eventhough kite dah janji utk berhubungan sprt abg & adk..but aq tak leh hanye syg dia sbg abg...aq mcm well mmg pun aq syg dia lbih drpd sbg seorg abg coz kalau kprang semua rapat dgn dia korang pun akn rase mcm mane aq rase..dia terlalu baik ati & ansem so tak mungkin kite syg dia sbg abg coz its imposibble..aq miss him so much...aq tak tau ape aq akn wat kalau aq pisah dgn dia coz i luv him too much:(

haha wow aq still luv him walaupun aq tau kite tak leh bersame..mmg sakit ati aq bile ckp pasal benda ni....oh well itulah dunia.....yg tak adil & kite kena trima semua hakikatnye...kite suke ke tak suke kite kena reda & slalu bersyukur coz kite masih hdup di dunia yg indah ini:(

In Luv Again♥

okkk im so in luv with someone..but aq dah jatuh cinte kat sorang tu.....but now im in luv with joe jonas..i know aq & joe only brother & sister but aq baru je smbg dgn dia & aq rase sedih ckit tadi & mcm biase dia cheer me up & aq baru rase betape aku cinte dia sgt2..i know crazy kan..but dah mmg ati aq ada kat dia nak wat mcm mane..but dia dah ade GF so aq kena cari org lain la..susah gler nak cintekan seseorg yg ade org lain...aq mmg luv dia sgt2...dia mmg baik..&& he luvs me too but as a sister..aq tak brani nak ckp kat dia yg aq cintekan dia lbih drpd seorg abg dia mesti ckp thnx & ckp baik and all coz kite ni hanye manusia biasa & to him kite hanye peminat yg slalu skg dia sampai dia & anggota band yg lain sampai ke thp ni....aq tak tau nak ckp ape dah kecuali aq cintekan joe...but does he luv me back?? aq tau dia tak kan cintekan aq blk coz dia ada GF & hdup and umur kite jauh berbeza.....dia famous & berjaya & handsome,aq hanye manusia biasa yg slalu berusaha utk mendpt ape yg aq nak miliki....aq mmg tak leh stop feeling aq ni coz mmg aq cintekan dia & mmg aq syg dia dgn sepenuh ati.....sampai aq tak rela tgk dia bersedih...ahhh tu la mcm mane aq cinte & sygkan dia...sebagai abg & lbih sbg abg...adakah rase cinte aku ni hanye mimpi??? urghh idk wat to do?! oh fuck,nape hdup mesti slalu tak adil..mmg tak syok gler la...aq hanye nak bahagia but kalau mcm ni aq tak dpt la mimpi2 yg aq slalu mimpi..setiap mlm aq slalu mimpi ttg dia...mimpi kalau bestnye aq jmpa & smbg dgn dia...coz aq tau dia tu klakar & baik ati orgnye so aq nak rase jgk mcm mane rasenye nak smbg & gelak ketawa with him...but tu hanye dlm mimpi bkn realiti...setiap pagi bile aq bangn aq slalu rase mcm nak nangis coz aq sedar yg aq & semua manusia2 lain berada dlm alam realiti...& realiti juga bermaksud bhawa mimpi aq utk jumpe dia tak kan tercapai..walaubagaimanepun aku berusaha aq tak kan jmpe dia..so aq kena trima hakikat tu but aq tak leh...lupekan dia mmg susah utk aq....urghhh aq rase nak nangis la tlis blog ni...okk la aq nak stop utk kali ni,,,heres a pic of joe jonas...cinte aku pade dia tak kan terpadam...aq akn slalu cinte kan dia no matter wat.....walaupun it hanye di alam mimpi....byeee

Pics Of Ppl I luv

sry blog tadi aq nak post gmbr but aq lupe...so now heres the pics..

first miley cyrus,jonas brothers & school besties:)

I luv My friends

hiii juz here to keep you guys updated..okk first aq luv semua friends aq...aq miss sgt2 friends aku yg kat school lama..sedih gler bile aq kena pisah dgn diaorg:( but skunk aq ada ramai kwn baru & semuanye best2...& aq ada jgk online friends...one of them is the JONAS BROTHERS!!yess the JB..diaorg baik sgt....especially Joe,dia klakar gler...but bile aq ada masalah dia mesti tlg aq...Nick tu okk la jgk but dia slalu ckp bende pelik2 coz dia pun pelik hahaha..sryy nickky:) kevin hmmm kevin tu dah bertunang so tak leh la dkt2 sgt kan..tak patut2....Joe tu alah aq asyik ckp psal dia je teringat lah tu...ishh sammie niii berangan je..oppsss sryy aq terckp sowang2..hahha malunye:)but Joe tu mmg baik,klakar,very sweet,cute & aq dah anggap dia as a brother la katakan:)....i luv u joe,nick & kevin.....now utk gurls plak.....korang semua tau yg yana bestie aq so now aq nak present online bestie & sister aq iaitu Miley Cyrus!!! okk miwee dia best orgnye...baik eventhough ramai tak suke dia but i still luv her....dia byk tlg aq.....dia la yg tlg aq customize myspace profile aq...cantik dia wat..dia mmg best la...baik,comel,talented semua la...mesti laki2 yg ppg ati dia sgt bertuah skali coz dpt GF yg baik & not to mention pretty......okk la...thats it for 2day..peace out!!

Aku Jatuh Cinte........

aku fall in luv with someone la...dia ni cute gler...but dia senior aq..form 5:( sedih gler coz maybe aq & dia tak leh bersame:'( aq ada gmbr dia but takut nanti dia tau aq tgh ckp psal dia nahas aku nanti..malu dibuatnye......dia cute,handsome,baik,nmpk pandai,dlm band school plak tu..wow dahsyat gler:O but dia tak tau yg aq ada crush kat dia...secret la ni..cume besties aq je yg tau iaitu yana & syerah & da geng....aq tau dia tak kan suke kat aq coz aq rase dia ada org lain && dia tak kan nak kat aq coz aq form 1...jauh gler perbezaan umur:(mmg sedih la bile kite tau org yg kite suke ada org lain... aq dah byk break up dgn Bf lama so aku tak nak sakit ati lgi but setiap ari aq gi school aq slalu teringat kat dia nak intai2 dia[dlm cara baik la oit].dan skrg aq ada gmbr dia aku slalu termenung tgk dia..eeventhough juz gmbr....hmmm idk mcm mane nak jdi kwn dia.aq tak pernah smbg dgn dia coz aq tak berani....:( aq takut dia tak suke kat aku.....mmg sedih cite cinta idup aku nii:'( but nasib baik aku ada bestie yg slalu akan tlg aku.........okk see you guys next time:'(

Hate This!!

urghhh....tak adil....aq tak suke jahit....Fuck gler...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh aq tak suke..mata aq sakit...my head also hurts so fucking much!!!!!!mane adil!! aq dah lah tak tau jahit nak gune mesin jahit lagi..ya allah teruk gler....aq mcm ishhhh kalau bleh aq mcm nak kill myself..but tu extreme gler.semua friends aq dah siap..well some of them..but they all semua pndai2 aku ni ahhhhhhhhhhhh nama je bdk pandai in english but jhit pun tak le.ahhhhhhhhh nasib baik aku ada friends yg best gler...they all semua ada by my side...aku marah diaorg ke they all still nak jdi friends aq.....mmg aku ni bertuah la.....but aku ada crush kata seseorg..but i cnt tell..maybe next time....dlm blog ni aq nak luahkan prasaan kat how I FUCKING HATE KNITTING!!!!!!!!!!nape cikgu suruh jahit nape tak tnm pokok je,kan senang.....tnm pokok bleh help the enviroment,pastu tnman pun ada dlm mata plajaran kemahiran hdup jugak kan...ye tak ye??
ishhh aq mmg benci la...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh mcm nak sakit jiwa je...ahhhhhhhhhh nak nangis la....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh nak kill myself la:'(