Yes or No?

hello hello everyone.

k so i am torn between going to boarding school and staying here, at home and go to a normal day school.

BOARDING SCHOOL

- firstly, i can learn to be independent, and take care of myself.

- i can get new friends. not that i dont like the ones i have now, i do but the more the merrier right ?

- i can finally stop thinking about "him" i cant stop thinking about him here because he is studying near me, aka the school next to my neighbourhood.

- i also cant accept the fact that i may or may not succeed in the coming exams. by going to boarding school, i can learn more and understand more because we all know that the teachers there are more well experienced.

NORMAL DAY SCHOOL

- i would be staying(stuck) here for another 2 more years. this year and next year is my last.

- 2 years may seem long but its actually a very short period of time. blink once, blink twice, clock ticking, DIING, its the last day of last year of school.

-by staying here, i can still be with my friends that i have been friends with for 3 years. even though some are leaving me for their respective reasons.

- and also by staying here, i can accompany my parents whom, if i leave, no one will accompany them since my sister is already "out of the house".

CONCLUSION

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i am confused..

the end ?

summing of 2011.

January 26 , 2012 .

9:28 pm

Thursday.

oh hey....

been a while since i last wrote something. and YES i know, i was supposed to write something about the concert thing, well maybe a little teaser because there is something even more important that i wanna tell u guys, or write more precisely.

the concert was AMAZING (sorry but the pictures are in my sisters camera, havent transfer them to my laptop. busy busy)

it was so much fun and we were seriously right in front of the stage, i mean the stage was so close to us, we could jumped on the stage =]

well that was about the concert,

as u all know, we have entered the year of the black dragon, 2012

and yes , 2012, the end of the world..

really ?? are u sure ??

just because someone made a movie about it doesnt mean that its COMPLETELY true. i mean come on, if its really the end of the world, then why arent you doing anything ???

to me 2012 is a year of chances. chances to be better than the year before.

2011 was hard for me. for my friends, family and everyone else.

2011 was a year of evaluation. 2011 evaluates the knowledge that i have learned n kept for 3 years. the result ? it wasnt what i hoped for but it was worth it. i did my best and i am proud of myself.

2012 is a year of chances and a year of putting bad things behind. its also a year of learning new skills and obtaining more knowledge. these skills n knowledge will be evaluate next year, year 2013, year of the SPM examinations.

since its still the month of January, i decided to summed up my year of 2011.

2011 .... i played a lot, honestly.

i played a lot, travelled a lot , learned a lot as well.

2011 was pretty stressful for me, personally. probably because i felt something that i have never felt before. i had a certain crush on a certain someone. 2011 was a year where i learn the meaning of friendship. it was also a year where i confront my feelings,

in total 2011 was the most memorable year ever.

it had its ups and downs, but what doesnt right ?

my wish for 2012 is.........

to learn more.

to be a better friend,

to be a better student,

to be a better daughter,

to be a better sister,

to be a better human being.

to improve myself

to show people that you dont need to be beautiful to be liked by everyone

to show that beauty isnt everything. and neither are brains.

first rule - manners

second rule - manners

third rule - manners.

manners are important.

you have manners, you have it all.

beauty, brains, they're just the free stuff that comes with manners and good attitude.

that is all.

have a happy 2012.

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