OPPA!!!!!!!

wahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
today i dont want to post anything related to love,heart broken or anything in between.
today is something different, and changing the language,mybe,possibly hehe
ANYWAY
today i wanna tell you guys about this group,or more specifically this one GUY that i like from this one GROUP.
the group.... tadaaaaa!!!!



URI SUPER JUNIOR!!!!OYEAHHHH!!!

heheh. spew la yg xsuke depa ni.. smua org suke depa. who DONT like them is either crazy or blind lol:)
ok ok. the group.check. now this one GUY that i really really super duper like from this awesome group is......drum roll plzzz.....




yessssss!!!!!!!
its the CHO KYUHYUN.
why???
emmmm, are u ppl blind or something?!
i mean look at him!!!
isnt he the cutest, most handsome, perfect guy u've ever seen?!?!
WHAT!!! YOU DONT KNOW HIM!!!!! IN WHAT KIND OF PATHETIC UNIVERSE HAVE U BEEN LIVING?!?!
you better know him now, or else.... i'll hunt you and bring you down!!!!!
im serious,
ok seriously, one more time..take a close look at him..
look at him CAREFULLY...




now u see why i like him SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much?!
no? whatever idiot,you juz miss your chance to actually MEET this handsome son of god.
lol why u ask??
bcuz im meeting him and the rest of the super junior boys this December, at SS4!!!!
oh yeah!! whos going to meet them?!
ME!! ME!!! ME!!!!! ME!!!!!!!
NOT YOU, BUT ME!!!!!!!!!!!
BAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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guess thats it..for now kekekekekke
its getting late, i havent showered yet. i better do that be4 my mom kick my door off lol.
i'll leave ya'll with a pic of this perfect guy:)
stare at him.for an hour. i dare ya;)
BAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!

The Sad Story Of The Rose, The Morning Glory and The Foxglove

The name's. Apple.
Apple. the sweet,crunchy fruit that sometimes comes with the color red or green.
but my color is red.
red like a rose:)
a sweet rose that smells nice and looks gorgeous.but... never have anyone realize that, one beautiful rose can be very deadly. why? because it has thorns. and those thorns not only can hurt someone but they can also hurt themselves.
if they are not careful enough,of course.

this beautiful, healthy rose..



can easily be turn to this,



oh how dangerous we are.

with only one small mistake, we roses can be easily turn into a broken, wilted, dark, and unhealthy rose.
yes, roses need to be taken with care.
a red rose's friend is a beautiful morning glory.
why yes, a morning glory, even though it doesnt make any sense, but to me, its true.
an apple's friend is a banana
a red rose's friend is a morning glory:)
the apple and banana story will be told in the nearest future:)
but for now, let me tell you about this one specific morning glory.




this morning glory,is a sweet, beautiful looking flower.
it is told to have perfect features, the perfect features that every flower wants and needs.
but, with all the perfect features it has,it also has many disadvantages.
like for instance, the morning glory is also called "Love In Vain".
when ever things go wrong,even the smallest mistake can turn this morning glory into, not a beautiful flower but a flower that is full of pain, sadness and loneliness.
and this morning glory needs it's friend, the beautiful rose, to keep it company.
but,the rose not only have a friend, but it also has enemies. the rose's number one enemy is the pink foxglove




oh yes, how dangerous this flower is.
it gives out very dangerous poisons, one that can even hurt or even kill someone.
but sadly, the sweet morning glory is in love with this pink foxglove.
even though the rose has tried to remind him that the foxglove is not the one, that the foxglove is dangerous, but the morning glory never listens.
the beautiful rose is once again, hurt by the morning glory's words.and yet again,the rose can't do anything but to watch the morning glory and the foxglove be together.
even though she realizes that, her petals are slowly falling, and that she is slowly dying.dying in front of her true love and enemy.

oh how mean life can be.

Kill ME..

If love now
No further significant
Which I think is only sorrow
Past abandoned love

Before you offer, your sweet promise
i would welcome you, with all my heart
but you never came.

The loss of the love that i never had,
Pierced my heart
how it hurts so much...
no i know,
Love is unpredictable.

i dare you,
tore my heart,into a million pieces,
Until I fall
In the hope of never loving back by you

I named the name, the name that sounds like music to my ears,
raised each memories of you,the memories that would never be true,
only your shadow,haunt my mind,

The loss of your love,the love that i wish was mine,
Pierced my heart
until i realize,
Love hurts.

Let's Not......

let's not be be friends anymore,
let's not see each other anymore,
let's not talk to each other anymore,
if you're happy when you are right now,
then i think i should be happy as well,
even if, just in my dream, we together would be happy,
even if just in my dream, all the things i've never thought would happen,happened,
but in reality, everything would go the other way,
let's not keep trying
let's not try to think that everything is ok,
because you're someone else's love,
because you belong to someone that is a million times better than me,
but what if,
what if,
it seems like you're going to love me,
Because it seems like you’re going to come to me if I wait just a little,
With these anticipations, i dont think i can even leave you,
even though i know, as time pass by,
the pain would grow stronger and stronger,
Even though I wanted to believe that,that smile was just for me,
it probably isnt right?
but still, just maybe it would.
i wish the dream that i dreamed would become true,
i wish these tears wouldnt flow every night, and my pillow becomes wet,
everything is become cloudy,
but his image is getting stronger.
today, i wander in my mind,
wishing that i could see you smiling at me more often,
wishing that, that smile is just for me and no one else,
i'm praying to the sky that i wanted to see you more,
that i wanted to be with you more,
that i wanted you to be mine,
t can't be if it's not you,
i can't be without you,
it's okay if i'm hurt like this, for a day or a year,
it's fine even if my heart hurts,
yes, because i'm just in love with you.
if i live my life again,
if i'm born over and over again,
i would never let you go,
i would never let you be with someone that dont deserve you,
because i cant' live without you, even for a day,
because you're the reason that my tears flow every night,
you're the reason that i have a reason to live,
you're the first person that i've ever felt like this,
you are special to me,
you're the prince charming that i've been waiting for my whole life,
you're the only one that i will keep,
you're the only one that i will love,
How much longer
Do I have to just look at you alone,
This love like the wind, This worthless love
If I keep trying will it make you fall in love with me?
even just a little bit?
I'm the one who loves you
Right now by your side.

that one girl who loves you,
that one girl who loves you with all her heart,
Everyday like a shadow she follows you around
When that girl smiles,she is crying on the inside.
that one girl is very shy,
So she learned how to laugh,
There is so much that can't be said even amongst close friends,
That one girl's heart is full of scars.
So that one girl,
Loved you because you were the same,
Just another fool,
Just another fool,
Is it wrong to ask you to love me once before you leave?
I want to be loved..its true
Every day inside...Inside her heart...she shouted and
That one girl is by your side again today.
Do you know that I'm that one girl?
You wouldn't act this way if you knew,
You wouldn't know because you're a fool,
you were blinded by the other girl's love,
the love that you thought was real,
when with me, you would be loved forever, with no lies or tricks, just real love.
How much longer do I have to look at you like this alone?
This stupid love,
This worthless love,
If I keep trying will it make you fall in love with me?
Just a little bit?
If I take one step forward you take two steps back,
I'm the one who loves you,
Right now by your side,
That one girl is crying.

things are not always as they seem to be..

HELLO HELLO YOU ALLS! ASKUM!
sooo, cite sedih nii...nk ckp ke,xmau.... nk ke... xnk....
aisshh!! i dont know la!
pening pening pening.
guess this is my story.
once upon a time, there was this girl,she doesnt hv that many friends, but the ones she have are sweet,kind, always there when she needs them.but, one day,he befriends with someone that she THINKS her true friend but ended up the other way.
kawan tu,kawan tu, lets call her, MISS WORLD. well miss world ni, she has this guy thats always around her, and looks like shes controlling him.
this guy,lets call him.. PRINCE.
well prince,he has a few qualities that i want, hes the kind of guy that knows how to make people laugh when they're sad,knows how to cheer someone up when they're down, hes..to me the kind of guy that i really admire.
walaupun dia taken, he's still nice to me, we send text messages to each other, he makes me laugh, he cheer me up, haha he even wanted to treat me KFC:) i know its a joke,i mean im the one that started it but,he sounds soo serious when he said that.
ive known him,well ive known him for about a year now, but hes only realize my existence this year. and how i was soo happy that he now knows my name and we laugh together..stupid i know.
you know wat hurts the most??! his girl is none other than miss world, and miss world is like one of my closest friend, well use to be my closest friend.now i dislike her, i HATE her. not only herself and her "GEDIK" group of friends like to talk bad stuffs about my best friends, she's also a control. HEY MISS WORLD!! juz bcuz hes your guy,doesnt mean that u can tell him who he can be friends with and who he cant. juz bcuz me and your guy is getting closer doesnt mean that you can talk about me all you want!
oh and, u cant talk about my best friends like that,u dont even know them.wat gives you thet right to talk bout them and actually think that u can act nice and innocent in front of people.
sbb dia la,i think, he wont reply to me anymore..
bcuz of her, i listen to sad songs every night and cry myself to sleep bcuz i cannot sleep just thinking about how bad and selfish you are.
let me tell u something, you dont even deserve prince, if u really love him then why do u always control him?! why do u always tell him wat to do?! who are you to him?! are u his mother?! sister?! then if u have no relations with him whatsoever,then why are u still here?! why are u always ruining other peoples lives?! you've hurt my friends, you've hurt me, but most importantly, you've hurt him.
fine ok i admit that he said that he loves you, i know, ive heard and saw it with my own eyes and ears, but if he really loves you, then why does he look like he doesnt wanna be with you?! why did i heard him say that he wanna break up with??!! he wants to break up but u dont! u're juz afraid that u'll never find someone like him, u're a coward, a lying selfish fucking coward.
i hv nothing more to say to you,just this one thing, prince will never love u like he always did if u dont clean up your act. if he breaks up with you, then dont even think about dragging me with you, i dont even want to look at you, you, miss world, dont even deserve him, and prince, oh how i hope that u'll realize the true self of the girl that u assumed that u love.
that is all.....
i dont to talk to her..
i dont want to look at her..
but pity,i hv to coz im in the same school and class as her,its like HELL.

and...
these feelings wont go away,
it hurts seeing them together, but wat cn i do?
nothing,i knw,'
for now, i hv to stop thinking about him, even thought i knw its impossibe...

.....
no more..
plzzz no moreee!!!!

Story of: The Dumb Teenager (part 1)

story of the dumb teenager, oh yes, such an interesting story isnt it?
oh well, shall we start?
all right then, today I'm thinking about writing about this WONDERFUL group of people, yes, im about to tell you the deep dark secret of this GROUP, to make it easier lets call this group the GEGE. ok, now lets start!!!
- bashing each other
this topic is very common isnt it? well that is why i decided to start of my story with this certain topic, simple malay.
mengata.. kalau la mengata silakan, tapi berjaga-jagalah wahai pompuan, if u all btul2 nk mengata kt org,dh xtahan dh, mmg kene mengata right now juga. well i suggest u p jauh2 nk mengatalah sebyk yg u nk, jgnlah mengata dpn2 muka org tu, nnti kalau u balik dengan mata hitam padan muka :P
-eye-rolling(jeling2)
another common topic/habit.
kalau nk menjeling tu, jeling la baek2 ckit, nnti JULING mata bru u tau. nnti mula la complain laki2 xnk kt u. hey! klo u cntk cam miss world pon,xde org nk kt u la, atuk aq meluat tgk muke u,lgi2 bdk laki, dream on la.

-Boys
ahhh,boys, something that i wanna write in part 2 but i just have to write it now, lets just call this topic Boys Part 1:)
boys, the male sex..male is attracted to the female sex when they realize they just cannot stay away from that person...welll....

to be continued.hehhehehe.....
deal with it;)