Today...

hmmmm...

hello.

hi.

aiii

saturday 2 July 2011

event- Academic and Co-curriculum Awards

- One Malaysia Run

venue- SMKDHAB

i..have no problem with the running, even though i would be running alone but thats fine. im ok with that..

but....

the only thing that im NOT fine about is the awards...

i didnt get....well i didnt win anything.

i used too but not this year.

i used to get for English subject, which is my emm how to say... my most strong point in academics but...i didnt get the highest in my Form.

guess who got it..

guess,try me...

its..

none other than.....

the person that i....

despise.....

but love at the same time.....

its....

p.r.i.n.c.e

yessssss its him...

oh my god!!!

how could i be sooooooooo stupid!!!!!!!!

idiot!!!!!!

stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stupid fucking damn idiot!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im not mad because he stole what supposed to be MY award...

well maybe i am... a bit..

but......

im mad...

im upset that...

of all people that HAD to have that awards....

why?!

does it always HAVE to be him?!

seriously!

if someone else other than him got the award,i wouldnt mind, but..him!

shit...

this has to mean something.

i dont knw wht but it HAS to mean something.

anything.

..........................

miss world always denied it..

she has always denied about herself and prince.

she said its over between them but guess what!!!

shes a liar.

shes a stupid fucking idiotic liar.

she think she can fool everyone with her tricks.

she thinks she soooo pretty and smart and everyone would fall for her.

ughh please....

even a dog wouldnt even DREAM of having her.

idiot.

gedik.

prasan.

she may have succeed in fooling everyone else but not me.

i have eyes ok, and they're still in good shape so dont think that u can fool me.

for instance...

on the way back from school,

i was calling my mom to come pick me up.

once i was done, p.r.i.n.c.e walked passed me..

with his eyes full of ignorance, arrogance.

i simply ignored him,

pretending to not know him.

but little did he know that i was upset with him.

about him.

i looked around myself, confirming that no one i know was around.

i took a little peek at him,

he was heading towards the motorcycle parking lot,

he didnt noticed that i was staring at him,

if he did then he might think that im a creeper or something,

anyways...

while i was feeding my eyes, another pair of eyes was staring at the same scenery as i am.

and guess who that is...

miss world..

she was also staring at her so-called "soul-mate"

(soul-mate my ass :P)

i can see it through her eyes.

she said she doesnt love him anymore,

that they both dont talk to each other anymore,

but her eyes are saying the opposites..

her eyes...

shows arrogance , desperate for something... an unfaithful feeling.

she was looking at him as if she wanna eat him, like hes her food or something..

giggling like an idiot.

acting all cute and shy.

oh please bitch, stop with the fucking acting, its disgusting.

but.....

that just shows how big of a liar she is.

how idiotic she is to still have feelings for him when she knows that he doesnt,anymore.

how..foolish of her to act like shes suffering from a serious disease.

writing things on fb like, its hard to forget you bla bla bla bla.

all these things/words, are being read by the whole wide world.

doesnt she have any shame?!

doesnt she have any pride?!

wheres her pride?!

wheres her dignity?!
where is it?!

well she clearly doesnt have one does she.

idiot.

he doesnt love u anymore,

move on.

of you'll regret it.

i didnt really see how p.r.i.n.c.e reacted to her,

or maybe he didnt notice that she was there when he passed by me,

or..

he PRETENDS to not notice her and she PRETENDS to not notice him so that everyone will believe that theres nothing between them anymore...

my goodness!!

does she think shes a damn angel?!

please, more like devil to me.

i bet they're both exchanging messages by now.

i love u.

i love u more..

all those shit.

please, love?!
what do they know bout love?!
nothing!!!

someone like her doesnt belong with someone like him.

he is smart...

she thinks shes smart..

well news flash bitch, you may be smart, but compared to you, im a genius.

that is all

...................

Super Junior???

hello hello!!
askum and a very good afternoon:)
how is everyone doing today??
me?
well, saya happy sgt2 today because well, ari ni adalah ari yg paling menyeronokkan bgi saya:)
why?
haha tu secret ok, mne le bgi tau secret kat org laen.. tu bkn secret namenye :P
bru sya prasan!!!
this is the first post yg sye tliskn unsur2 bahasa melayu:)
mklumlah kn, most of sye nyer posts are all in english, but now....heheheh
sjew la,nk tkar ckit jer...
ckit jer, kn nyer byk :)








back to the real topic!!!
^Super Junior...............
pe bende la Super Junior nii?!
ce cite ce cite :)
well, tell me..
apa yg de kt dlm kpala otak korunk bile korunk npmk/dgr jer name Super Junior??
ce fikir, ce bgi otak korunk tu brkerja ckit aishh susah btul ahha...
well to me, the first thing that came to my mine about Super Junior is this...





cantik kn:)
inilah fandom yg kebanyakan nyer org(trmasuk saye) is addicted to:)
E.L.F
E- ever
L- lasting
F- friends.

tu dia!!!
EVER LASTING FRIENDS!!!!!
FRIENDS bkn nyer FANS
de beza kn?!
hahahahahahha!!!!!
tau pun betapa BESAR nyer Super Junior ini.....
actually.....
sebenarnyer........
Super Junior is......
this super hot, awesome, fantastic, talented, hilarious.....
korean group...
formed by SM Entertainment in 2005..
at first, Super Junior sepatutnyer jdi project group.
but after album pertama dieorg dpt smbutan yg HANGAT!!!
SME decided to turn them into a PERMENANT group:)
next....
mse nk kluarkn second album...
a new member msk dlm group tu..
so from 12 members, jdilah 13 members....
member bru, Cho KyuHyun,
jdi trainee kt SME for only i think 4 months, msk Super Junior pd thn 2006...
second album. siap.
second album- repackage .....
tragedy yg menyedihkan...
album repackage ini adalah album pertama KyuHyun participate after accident dia yg teruk yg brlaku pd 19 April 2007.
he almost died, but a miracle happened:)
thank goodness:)
second repackage album. siap.
third album...
spew la yg xtau album ni!!!!
inilah album!!
inilah album yg membuatkn Super Junior lgi meletup drpd sebelum nyer
why??
bcuz third album inilah yg telah menghasilkn lgu yg paling meletup, lgu yg diiktiraf, yg dianugerahkn sbg BEST SONG OF 2009.....
*drum roll*
SORRY SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yes!!!
SORRY SORRY!!
spew yg xprnh dgr lgu ni mmg sah! dia cm katak di bwh tempurung.
i think almost smua org tau la lagu ni..
even my parents tau lgu ni..
aishh cian tul kt ampa yg xtau kn hehhe...
third album...siap.
third album- repackage album
well, nothing special really...
cume lgu It's You jer...
hehe kidding!!!
awesome song!!!
yey!!! hehe
third repackage album..siap.
fourth album.
ahh ni cite laen la plak..
timeline....of members...
2005-middle of 2006 = 12 members are active
2006-2009 = 13 members are active
2010-now = 10 members are active.

sedih kn...
why members became like this??
well, skunk ni depa de only 10 members active is because...
a) sowang member ni p serve in military for 2 yrs(cm PLKN la)
b) sowang member ni nk focus on acting.
c) sowang member ni kluar dr Super Junior.
so.. 13-3 brape?
10.
10 members r active skunk ni...
but dont worry...
mase fifth album kluar tahun ni(August 2011), depa akn active as 11 members!!!
mamat yg focus on acting tu dh keep on hold keje acting dia tu and dh balik in Super Junior:)
yay!!!!!
yg p military tu balik taon dpn, mybe..
yg kluar tu nk wat cm ne kn:)
dia dh jdi solo singer dh skunk.
successful plak tuh..
dahsyat2:)
ekkk???
dok ckp psal diaorg, x add pun gmbr...
haha bodh nyer....
luper:)
anyway, my fingers dh sakit asyik tekan keyboard...
i out dlu k:)
nnti, klo rajin, esk ke, lusa ke, bile2 la, i update gi k:)
bye bye:)







name- KyuHyun
member yg msuk 2006:)
xtra gmbr bcuz hes my bias in Super Junior;)
<3<3<3










name- Hangeng
member yg kluar:(






name- Kangin
member yg p military.
come back soon oppa!!!





name- Kibum
member yg p acting but came back:)
glad ur back oppa!!!
hwaiting:)


kekek
see ya all later:)






:)

Itchy.Wicchy..

gahhhh!!!!! i feeeeeellll soooooo annoyed!!!
itchy here, itchy there!!!!
GAHHHHhhHHH!!!
kame it stop plezzzz!!!!
grrrrrrrrr.....




i knw i should be glad for coming home from school early but surprisingly im kinda not.
why u ask?
well, its bcuz i feel like ive done something wrong...
its not my fault that i suddenly got this stupid allergy!!
gahhhh!!!!!!!
SO.NOT.HAPPEH!!!
ANNOYED!
THATS WHAT I AM!!




but...
i am sad as well..
well u knw, my problem that im currently facing right now.
the "i-like-him-him-but-he-doesnt-give-a-fuck-to-me" thingy...
yeah, P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C
gahhh!!!!
who am i kidding!!
hes like 100% better than me, no way would he ever like me, not even if im the last girl in the world!
besides, hes ex(or so i knw is) is like 10000000000000000000000000000% much much better than i am!!!!

but seriously...
shes not EXACTLY like me,
i mean look at me!
i may not be pretty, but im smart!!
well smarter than HER that is, hehehhee




i feel soo mean kekek

but its true!!!
besides...
im like much more richer than her...
im smart,loaded with money, and i can make REAL friends.
not like her!
only uses her friends for her own benefits.
its THAT what she call "friends" ?!
pity, feel so sad for her...
she has no real friends...





even tho i know that she doesnt have real friends.
i still feel pity for her.
thats why i always buy her(or more precisely her mother) gifts whenever i go overseas.
see..
im smart, rich AND nice ;)
what else does he want?!
oh wait, i aint pretty...
oh boo hoooo...
look, im crying...
weeeeee




NOOOOTT!!!
i can dooo much better without him!!
i have friendss!!!
REAL.FRIENDS..
REAL.FUCKING.BEST.FRIENDS
enough said:P


p/s- if im being a little bit over myself(meaning..sye syok sendiri) then im sorry...
if u cant except the fact that im smarter than you, then at LEAST except the fact that i AM richer than u lol.

pp/s- im sorry.again. you are smart, its just that im a genius;)

lol!!!!

ppp/s-i was just joking about everything(except the me going overseas and buying HER/HER MOM presents thing,cz thats true) try to understand plzzz...

thnk kyu very much:)
if u like wat u read, then plz click the "LIKE" button below:)
if you dont, then wat are u still doing here?
lol

After I Met You...

after i met you, everything seems so clear,

after i met you, i realize the real meaning of friendship.

after i met you, i realize that you taught me how to love, not how to stop.

after i met you, i realize that i've always ignore the ones who adores me, and adores the ones who ignores me.

after i met you, i learnt the real meaning of true love.

"True love is when you shed a tear and still want him."

because it's amazing how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the small pieces.

my dream is for you to be my star, and i will be your moon.

I am the moon because I can not stray far away from you,the star.

my star.

now I hate looking at the stars because I'm looking at the same ones you do, just without you.

after i met you, i realize, the times we were happy together aren't worth the times I cry alone at night.

i want this more than anything in the world...

i would give up everything in the world for just one moment with you.

one moment is better than not knowing you at all.

they say you should listen to your heart before telling him goodbye.

in my case, he didn't even say goodbye.

crying myself to sleep every night is not worth it.

cry as I may because these tears won't wash you away.

but for once....

loving you was my favorite mistake.

The hardest thing to do is watch someone you love, love someone else.

i live with people saying that i like you.

well you know what?!

it's hard to pretend to love someone when you don't, but it's harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do.

Every time I see him all cool, calm and collected, I lose my breath, my heart starts pounding, and I am painfully aware that I am not over him and he is over me

what happens when he's your prince charming but you're not his cinderella?

please..

if you love me, then tell me.

if not, then please gently let me go.

after i met you, i keep getting confused.

why did I fall for you when you just keep falling for her?!

don't dare try to remember me when she finally forgets you.

You were never and never will be mine.

once upon a time, I was falling in love. now I am falling apart.

nothing hurts more than realizing that he meant everything to you and you meant nothing to him.

after everything, when ever I see you smile, and know its not for me, that's when i miss you the most.

after i met you, i realize, trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met.

Sometimes you don't realize how much you care for someone until they stop caring for you.

It takes a minute to like someone, an hour to love someone, but to forget

someone, takes a lifetime.

I hate to see someone I love happy with someone else, but I surely hate it more to see someone I love, unhappy with me.

When it's clear that you don't feel the same way about me, the real problem is, as much as I can't force you to love me,

I can't force myself to stop loving you.

You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel.

The hardest part of dreaming someone you love, is having to wake up.

...................

the saddest thing in the world is loving someone who used to loved you.

smile at me, just once.

........................

the only reason

the only reason im here is bcuz i hv nothing to do..
the only reason im sitting here, staring blankly at the screen is because i do not know what to write.
the only reason WHY i don not know what to write is because........







the only reason i said this is because cute kitties are always relevant:)
the only reason is that i....love....you<3





the only reason i said i love you so that......




because if one day...
u ask me.
"will you marry me"
i will say....




with full confidence
and love<3



xoxo,
your future bride/wife/lover/princess
<3

Paris est où j'appartiens

oh goodness the irony

tsk tsk tsk

Paris est où j'appartiens

parce que Paris est la ville de l'amour

(i belong in paris)

(because paris is the city of love)

parce que Paris est où le concert a lieu SMTOWN

(because paris is where SMTOWN concert is held)

why am i doing this u asked?!

idiot, oui?

permettez-moi de me présenter

(let me introduce myself)

bonjour, mon nom est Qiela

(hello, my name is Qiela)

et bienvenue dans mon monde

(and welcome to my world)

i know i absolutely do NOT make any sense.....

qui est qui je suis

(but that is who i am)

deal with it, okay;)

image et du temps!

(picture time!)

GOO JOON-PYO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HELLO HELLO?!!

LAMA XNMPK!!!!

WAEEEE??!!!

HAHAH HELLO, 안녕하세요 , 你好 ,こんにちは

where the hell have i been?!

hmmm idk :P

ive been in china you idiots, lol KIDDING!

why?!

vacation, duhhh!!

where have YOU been all this time?

where did YOU went for YOUR holidays?

tell me, i promise i'll be nice;)

hehe i wont bite:)

anywhoooo...

strange title isnt it?

well, for my 2nd week of vacay, my mission is to finish BOYS OVER FLOWER dvd that just bought,

i knw wht u're thinking

"boys over flower? really? YAH! that like super old, u havent seen it be4? pity! what a loser"

DING!!!

you're wrong

i HAVE seen it be4

but..

i wanna watch it AGAIN!

got a problem with that?!

no?

ok:)

goo joon-pyo...

^this person..

aisshh idk what to say:(

hes..cool...but mean..hes nice...but mean..hes romantic..but mean lol..

hes not mean on his own..

his stupid mother that caused him to be like that!

stupid mother!

JUST LET HIM BE WITH JANDI FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!

STOP TRYING TO RUIN THEIR FUCKING LIVES?!

there i said...

hehe

im blank..

ok then.

bye bye:)

さようなら

再见

안녕