MOA Mnet Live In Malaysia -Part I-

^tgk tuhh wah3!!!!

besh kn ;)

ok, heres the whole story.

this concert will be held at MBPJ Stadium, Kuala Lumpur on 3rd December. and guess what?! Im going!!! wahhh!!!!!!!! happy happy happy!!!!!

and as u can see, Super Junior will be performing with other idol groups BUT what im most excited is Super Junior of course ;)

walaupun, my biggest dream was to go to a Super Show concert, at least ni pun boleh lah =]

tggu jap!!!!

RUMOR TIMEEE!!!!

eheem, eheemm.

rumor nyer adalah Super Junior Super Show 4 World Tour will be held in Malaysia sometime next year!!!!!

yay!!!! still ada chance p concert tuu!!! wait!!! that means....... i'll be going to 2 concerts!!!! wahhhh, abis la duit i ;)

nsib baek my daddy baik hati utk bayar half duit ticket concert MOA... untuk Super Show 4, ahhhh kene pay sendiri la agaknye :(

wahh!!!! sedih :(

BUT!

asalkan i dpt tgk they all, i dun mind =]

and who says money cant buy us happiness, without money, i cant buy concert tickets, and concert tickets means im able to meet my favorite idol groups;) THAT is happiness hehehe

MOA Mnet Live in Malaysia -Part 2- will be updated AFTER i went to the concert ;)

bye bye bye allzz:)

oh!!!

and have a happy holiday ;)

Mixed Emotions.

mixed emotions.

a partly positive, partly negative feelings, or reaction to something.

never have i ever thought i would ever have these kinds of feelings.

Betrayal is the only truth that sticks.

Betrayal, and/or backstabbing.

is a breaking or violation of trust, contract or confidence that results in a conflict in a relationship within individuals.

often betrayal is the act of supporting a rival group, it depends on the individual betraying and the individual that is being betrayed.

it has been said in a previous update about being in a society and etc.

.............

in my defense, i am NOT supporting the rival group because to me, they are not rivals. we are not rivals. i was never in any bad air with them.

you are the one who's having trouble with them.

you are the one who's on their wrong side.

not me, but you and your tweeps.

i was just there to give in opinions.

i was just there to listen and help.

i wasnt there to join you in your plan for world war 3.

and to be honest, i was a good friend to you,

im not from here, im not from this town, most importantly, im not one of your village girl.

so i have an advantage that means you can trust me.

no one knows me when i first came here, i dont know every part of this town. i dont know everyone here, means im easily to be trusted.

and even though i cant really help you in a lot of things, but i can definitely be someone that can be trusted.

i guess its too late for that now.

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument. A real friend knows that it's not over until after you've had a fight.

what kind of friend do i think i am?

i dont know.

what kind of friend do you think you are?

depends on yourself.

but do you know what.

i dont know what kind of friendship we're having cuz, i dont know if we're having an argument or are we having a fight?

if we are, then what are we arguing/fighting about?

its ridiculous when you think about it.

but i think what changed is when i stop hanging around you.

not that i mean to do it, but it just happened.

i thought you wouldnt care,

but i forgot what kind of person you are.

An insincere friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an insincere friend will wound your mind and heart.

A lost friendship is when you lose a friend of yours. Friendship is lost when you fall out with a friend due to some misunderstandings. Regular fights, heated discussions, and even keeping distance can be some of the factors that can lead to a lost of friendship.

I myself am the only friend i have.

reality check.

no matter how many friends you make.they'll still be the one who'll disappoint you in the end.

you'll only see your true friends once most of them have run away from you, or the other way around.

the truth.

i did not disappoint you.

i did not run away from you.

i only did what i think was right for me at that time.

i only did something that would make me less stressful.

i only did something that made me feel like i belong somewhere.

thats all i did.

u can judge me all you want, but publicly trying to start world war 3 with me, is just pushing it.

i said for you to just shut it.

you said yes.

then do as u are told.

.........

Friends or Foes? + Acceptance into Society. (teenage life)

ahhhhhhh, dh lama xon9;) hmmm kata bila dh free nk buat a few perubahan. nothing change pun!!!

calm down, sabar.... i will changes things.. cume now, i malas sikit haha:)

back to main topic please.

Friends or Foes?

friendship.

is a form of interpersonal relationship generally considered to be closer than association, although there is a range of degrees of intimacy in both friendships and associations..

Values in friendships.

• The tendency to desire what is best for the other
• Sympathy and empathy
• Honesty, perhaps in situations where it may be difficult for others to speak the truth, especially in terms of pointing out the perceived faults of one's counterpart
• Mutual understanding and compassion; ability to go to each other for emotional support
• Enjoyment of each other's company
• Trust in one another
• Positive reciprocity — a relationship is based on equal give and take between the two parties.
• The ability to be oneself, express one's feelings and make mistakes without fear of judgement.
• It is very important to have honesty, trust, sympathy, respect and helpfulness in friendship.

but why does this values isnt in any friendship ive been in?

why doesnt this values isnt in any friendship ive witnessed?

not in any friendship i have seen in my surroundings?

well here is the answer.

its never in any friendship because people take friendships lightly. they think "oh friendships doesnt last, why should i care?"

but deep down, they are afraid, afraid of being alone. they want to be in a friendship that last for a period of time. it doesnt necessarily have to last forever. but if it does last forever, or you want for it to last forever, then you have to work harder.

sometimes, its not our fault that our friendship with a group of people does not work out the way you wanted it to be, sometimes its the other side's fault.

im saying this from experience.

let me explain.

the concept of fre-nemies.

friends, who are also enemies...

Frenemy: A portmanteau of the words fr(iend) and enemy, the term frenemy refers to someone who pretends to be a friend but actually is an enemy—a proverbial wolf in sheep's clothing in the world of friendships. This is also known as a love–hate relationship.

ok maybe they are not exactly enemy, but the term of "pretending to be a friend" is very common nowadays,

people wants a friend that is by their side through thick or thin.

but if an individual only becomes your friend when you in good terms and leave you when you are facing difficulties, then i suggest you leave them. leave before they use you for their own benefits.

words of advice, never make friends with someone who take you for granted. For example:

they become friends with you because you are, financially better than they are. in other words, rich.

the befriends with you, treat you like "one of them" , just so when you wander around the world, or even go somewhere they only dream of going,and when you come back, obviously you brought them presents as to say thank you for being your friend and bla bla bla...

and of course they accepted it with smiles and thank yous. bla bla bla.

but some, they only wanted the feeling of actually having something that they'll only dream of having.

this is example 1.

example 2:

they become friends with you because they pity you.

this is also a common problem in our society.

the take you in their group,treat you well. but as time flew by, they started ignoring you. they started getting annoyed by you. you of course dont understand why they are doing it but you can get the feeling of awkwardness when you are around them.

but you still hang on to them. and this makes them feel very, very annoyed. they are tired of you holding on to them, so they have no choice but to push you away, throwing you away like trash. making you feel isolated and alone. and worst, treating you like a "+ one" of a certain group.

this is definitely not what friendship is all about.

feels like just yesterday you were having fun with them, going out for movies and shopping. and today, they ignored you, boss you around, treating you like their servant. overall, making you feel like a street cat.

i know how hurt this feels.

you never said anything about this.

you just stayed quiet, ignoring everything they put you through.

but at some point, you'll feel tired of everything and like everyone else, you reached your breaking point.

you started walking away from everyone, ignoring everyone around you, just sitting alone, doing your own stuff.

even though you can hear people talk about you in their whispering yet cold voice, you keep on doing your work. this is a big step. not everyone are able to act as you are. it means this step takes courage.

walking away from a society that once accepted you, is very hard.

it means swallowing away the pride you once had.

but if this makes you happy, if this makes you feel comfortable, then keep doing it.

even though, deep down you feel the need to have friends surrounding you, being concern about you, you still keep your head down and ignore everyone and everything.

by all means, keep doing it.

this is brave.

being alone while everyone else are in their respective groups.

you keep a straight face. but no one knows how you sob so hard when you sleep at night.

sobbing, crying so hard, letting the tears of pain and anger flow out of you.

and when the sun rises, you transform back to the straight face, lonely person you've always have been.

even though its not healthy nor is it good for you, but if society cant accept you, then why the hell should you accept society?!

why should you accept a society that treats you like crap?

why should you accept a society that pretends to like you?

why should you accept a society that takes you for granted?

its not worth it.

nothing is.

if you want to be happy, then you better make the right choices for yourself.

if you're the kind of person that puts others before yourself, then stop doing it.

if you're the kind of person that lives to please others, then stop doing it.

stop doing anything that makes you miserable.

just stop it, and start thinking about yourself.

start thinking how to please yourself.

start taking care of yourself.

ignore the world,

ignore the world that treats you like some stupid crap.

you are yourself, and there is nothing they can do to change you.

they have no rights.

you have the rights to figure things out for yourself, the world could only judge you by the road you choose to take. thats it. if they dare cross the line, and you gave them permission, then you are doing nothing but letting them take advantage of you.

so start thinking on how you want to live your life.

do you want to live a life you always wanted to live, or do you want to live a life that is controlled by society?

its your choice,

its your life.

-the end-

bertukar jom!!!

wahhhhh!

dh lama x bukak:)

hmmm lepas PMR ni nk wat a few changes la..

jom2, tgk my MUST CHANGE list.'

1. change blog a.k.a background, layout, EVERYTHING!

2. change tujuan ku "bina" blog ini:)

3. change..... change la ape2 yg ingin/perlu change:)

sila tggu yeah;)

PMR tggl satu hari je....

sabaq dlu naaaaa:)

-goodluck:)

The Prince, The Princess and The Commoner (chapter 2)

"im just a simple servant, there is no need to pity me, your highness."

"i know, but you are more than a servant to me, my love"

the story of The Prince, The Princess and The Commoner continues....

on one stormy night, the commoner had the most unusual and wonderful dream. she dreamed of the prince. in her dream, she told the prince her true feelings, and asking the prince to forget what she had said and move on. but the prince did otherwise, he too confess his feelings to her. the commoner was shocked. but knows the prince only did that because he felt pity on her. and so she said,""i'm just asimple servant, there is no need to pity me, your highness." to which the prince replied with a smile, "i know, but you are more than a servant to me, my love"

lighting was flashing and the sounds of the thunder woke the commoner from her slumber. she was unsatisfied with the weather that woke her up from her beautiful dream.

"what is wrong with me?", she asked herself. its true she has a crush on the prince, but she did not know that she would go this far.

"I need to stop thinking about him, for the sake of everyone."

A Late Bloomer (one of the stories im working on)

Late Bloomer.

a late bloomer is a person whose abilities or talents are not visible to others until later than usual.

Clover, has always been the late bloomer in her class. her talents in English languages are shown shiner that her other classmates. she is called the late bloomer because, her communication skills are weak. she is not the type of person that likes to be in the crowd. and this effects her friendship with her classmates. they think she's a snobby brat. always quiet, and in her own world. her family status also is a problem to them. just because her family's wealth is much more than all of them combined, doesn't mean that she is a brat. why yes she's been to half of the world, but she is still a normal teenage girl that wants to have a normal typical life. but none of understands. none of them feels like being her friend. only one or two of them are friendly to her. only because they pity her, and not the other way around.

Clover doesn't mind being friendless, she likes being on her own. but sometimes, seeing her classmates talking and laughing with one another, she couldn't help but feel a little bit jealous.

a year ago, Clover was met with a group of amazing human beings that made her feel loved, made her feel that she wasn't alone, that she have friends. well had friends.

they were nice to her at first, but as time passed by, the group of "friends" started to isolate her. but sometimes, they were always clinging on to her. that was when she realized something. she was made a fool of. they only stayed with her when they have problems, or troubles with a certain subject where Clover was the only one good at it. whenever they were trouble free, they left her. thinking as if, she could be used and be thrown away at any time.

Clover couldn't believe that she was stupid enough to put up with their nonsense.

she was thinking of going back to before. to where she had no friends at all. but being a late bloomer, she did likewise.

she think if she work on her communication skills, her group of "friends" would finally accept her as a friend, and her classmates would finally accept her into society.

so she stayed. she stayed as the "plus one"

even though it would hurt but she is up for the challenge.

and so she waited, patiently. "my time will come", she encouraged herself.

On one gloomy day, the group of "friends" that she's been waiting patiently for did something outside her knowing.

usually when they're gonna go somewhere, they would ask her if she wanted to come, but this time, nothing. not a text, not a call. nothing.just silence.

this made her quite angry.

she waited for them.

she's willing to sacrifice her spare time in improving her socials skills just to be friends with them.

this hurt her a lot.

she never knew they would be this low.

even if she was mad at them, she was willing to forgive them. that is, until one of them started to rub it in her face.

this made her depressed, frustrated, broken and disappointed.

she was fine with them not inviting her, but rubbing it in her face, was definitely crossing the line.

from this day forward, Clover has made a decision.

whatever people say about her, she won't care, she is better alone than being someone's play toy.

will Clover ever come out of her box?

will she ever stop being a late bloomer and start growing into a beautiful blooming flower?

Clover, the 15 year old late bloomer.

Shining Star

lama xjmpe:)

sowi, bit busy with trials n stuff:)

speaking of trials, PMR trials bru je abis a day ago and im happier than ever(cm abis PMR plak keke)

well happy la, klo stress all the time, lgi pelajaran xmsk, btul x;)

ni nk cite sat.

cite ni dh lama actually but cite je la k;)

few weeks ago, me, my sister, my aunt and her hubby went to this super awesome Japanese festival, it was amazing:)

^the fireworks are beautiful:) def the best time of my life:)

.........

next chapter.

i have this "book" something like a diary but not really a diary but ok....

in this "book", i write my emmm... "feelings"

but i turned them into stories, the one im currently working on is call "The Prince, The Princess and The Commoner"

its based on wats happening to myself, currently happening actually.

my "hobby" of turning the events that happens in my life into stories started when i was still living in Sabah a few years back, it started with silly stories like "The Monkey Who can Talk"

and etc.

i like writing stories. anything from my life to fictional characters that i made up.

one of my good friends read one of my stories once and she said it was good. she said when i grow up, i should be a writer.

come to think of it, i love writing. when i write, i feel like im in another world, makes me feel good.it also helps my vocab and imagination more. writing is a healthy thing i guess:)

i think, so far, "The Prince, The Princess and The Commoner" would probably be one of my best works, its not done yet but im very proud of it.

its based on real things that happening to me, its kind of sad, lots of drama and unanswered questions.

heres a little teaser.

The Prince and Princess have always been in and "unstable" relationship.

The commoner, she is, well used to be the princess's loyal friend. but some misunderstandings happened and now, she's just like any simple commoner to the royalties, servants.

but nonetheless, the princess(used) to go to the commoner if she has problems with the prince.

but what the princess doesn't know is that the commoner secretly likes the prince. a lot. it wasn't just a crush anymore, its kind of love, a little.

the commoner is hurt whenever she sees the princess and the prince together.

but what could she do?

shes just a simple commoner, shes no one.

will she ever confess to the prince?

how will the princess react to it?

will the commoner sacrifice her love for her friendship with the princess?

or will the commoner forget the princess to be with her one true love, the prince?

does the prince knows that the commoner has feelings for him?

does the prince feels the same way?

what will happen?

a painful, romantic story. full of ups and downs of young love.

the end.

Hectic Month Of August,

askum, salam sejahtera, hellohello.

be4 i start with the big topic, let me start with the introduction first :)

There's HELL in hello and GOOD in goodbye,

That is why you shouldn't be afraid of goodbyes,

but be careful with the hello.

apakah mksud quote ini?

well, it basically means that in life, theres always a hello and a goodbye.

for instance, you met someone, you like that person, turns out that person is in an unstable on-off, on-off relationship with one of your friends. thus, u have to change that first hello, into a goodbye.

faham x skunk?

ok2, change language now:)

mksud sye skunk ni, ampa smua ni.....

i mean, KITA semua ni,

prlu ada selamat tinggal dlm hidup kita,

kalau asyik hi hi je, cm ne leh hidup?!

ce cite ckit....

ok, mybe boleh kut hidup, but asyik muke yg sama, xde perubahan, leh idup x?

sooooooo, x kira la, ape cara skali pun, dlm kehidupan kte perlu "let go" kn org yg tersyg, ini akan mengajar kita menjadi org yg lebih kuat menghadapi masa depan yg sgt "kejam" ini.

(pompuan ni dok bgi ceramah plakkkk, aishhh)

;)

The only logical reasons for people talking behind your back is you are already ahead of them.

ni ape bende plak?!!!

aishhh ustazah, ceramah jeee keje dia :P

woiii!!!

quote ni mybe tlg ampa dlm life la:P

ok, back to the subject.

this quote, means a lot to me...

what im trying to say is,

it has everything to do with back-stabbing bitch friends.

ok

i'll stop with the introduction here and start with the real topic.

satgi panjang lebar intro nyeeee, tjuk besar pon xmsk gi heheh...

HECTIC MONTH OF AUGUST.

^ tuuuu dia!!!!!!!!!!!

hectic month of august ni, bkn mksudnyer every year, august paling sbuk..

no no no..

cume august 2011 je yg sibuk.

why?!
hang tnye lgi psai pe?!

katak bwh tempurung la hang ni.

isk3.

pity....

mai cini sye cite.

1st august- start puasa.

8th august- trial PMR

and seterusnye......

raya taon ni cm xrye plk.

why?

LGI MAO TNYE?!!

hehehhe...

xrse cm raya bcuz, org raya nk berseronok! bukan nervous nk tggu results!

raya is a HOLIDAY!

bukan HELLday.

aish,

lepas trial plk, bru yg btul2.

lepas yg btul, hahahahhahahaha

freee baby!!!

all 15 yr olds in malaysia would be screaming like idiots on the last day of exams:) i know i am kekekekkeke.

my plan?

VACATION BABEY!!!!!

where???

my wonderful, awesome super daddy(luv u daddy<3) offered my sister, and myself to go to......

*drum roll*

S.E.O.U.L!!!!!!!!

(singing SJ's seoul song)

yesss!!!!!!

seoul, south korea people!!!!!!!!

but.... xconfirm lgi, jgn la syok sgt hehhheehe

still, he offered me, de kemungkinan la tu hehehhe.

but rse nyer jdi kut hehe

anyway!!!

jdi ke, xjdi, im still going on a super duper xtra long vacation.

where?

nnti i habaq k;)

hehehehe

lepas vacation, emmm

hang out ngan frenz kut, if they all free la.

and then.....emmmmm

teringin maen bowling ngan geng2 la....

oh yes, hampir terlupa:)

im going to KL sometime after PMR, sooooo klo trserempak kt KLCC kew, Mid Valley kew, say hi k;)

heheh

emmmm tu je la kut.

now its.... 12:21 am,

2morrow i have this SCORE A thing so....bye bye now:)

klo rjin, update laen la ;)

p/s- i am forbidden to use the laptop on weekdays, forbidden by my mom of cz, only allowed to use it on weekends ONLY. why? kene study for exam la bijak :P xpe2, lps exam, online la smpai 4-5 pgi, no1 care la hehe:)

gud nite!

gud morning!

BYE

Today...

hmmmm...

hello.

hi.

aiii

saturday 2 July 2011

event- Academic and Co-curriculum Awards

- One Malaysia Run

venue- SMKDHAB

i..have no problem with the running, even though i would be running alone but thats fine. im ok with that..

but....

the only thing that im NOT fine about is the awards...

i didnt get....well i didnt win anything.

i used too but not this year.

i used to get for English subject, which is my emm how to say... my most strong point in academics but...i didnt get the highest in my Form.

guess who got it..

guess,try me...

its..

none other than.....

the person that i....

despise.....

but love at the same time.....

its....

p.r.i.n.c.e

yessssss its him...

oh my god!!!

how could i be sooooooooo stupid!!!!!!!!

idiot!!!!!!

stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stupid fucking damn idiot!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im not mad because he stole what supposed to be MY award...

well maybe i am... a bit..

but......

im mad...

im upset that...

of all people that HAD to have that awards....

why?!

does it always HAVE to be him?!

seriously!

if someone else other than him got the award,i wouldnt mind, but..him!

shit...

this has to mean something.

i dont knw wht but it HAS to mean something.

anything.

..........................

miss world always denied it..

she has always denied about herself and prince.

she said its over between them but guess what!!!

shes a liar.

shes a stupid fucking idiotic liar.

she think she can fool everyone with her tricks.

she thinks she soooo pretty and smart and everyone would fall for her.

ughh please....

even a dog wouldnt even DREAM of having her.

idiot.

gedik.

prasan.

she may have succeed in fooling everyone else but not me.

i have eyes ok, and they're still in good shape so dont think that u can fool me.

for instance...

on the way back from school,

i was calling my mom to come pick me up.

once i was done, p.r.i.n.c.e walked passed me..

with his eyes full of ignorance, arrogance.

i simply ignored him,

pretending to not know him.

but little did he know that i was upset with him.

about him.

i looked around myself, confirming that no one i know was around.

i took a little peek at him,

he was heading towards the motorcycle parking lot,

he didnt noticed that i was staring at him,

if he did then he might think that im a creeper or something,

anyways...

while i was feeding my eyes, another pair of eyes was staring at the same scenery as i am.

and guess who that is...

miss world..

she was also staring at her so-called "soul-mate"

(soul-mate my ass :P)

i can see it through her eyes.

she said she doesnt love him anymore,

that they both dont talk to each other anymore,

but her eyes are saying the opposites..

her eyes...

shows arrogance , desperate for something... an unfaithful feeling.

she was looking at him as if she wanna eat him, like hes her food or something..

giggling like an idiot.

acting all cute and shy.

oh please bitch, stop with the fucking acting, its disgusting.

but.....

that just shows how big of a liar she is.

how idiotic she is to still have feelings for him when she knows that he doesnt,anymore.

how..foolish of her to act like shes suffering from a serious disease.

writing things on fb like, its hard to forget you bla bla bla bla.

all these things/words, are being read by the whole wide world.

doesnt she have any shame?!

doesnt she have any pride?!

wheres her pride?!

wheres her dignity?!
where is it?!

well she clearly doesnt have one does she.

idiot.

he doesnt love u anymore,

move on.

of you'll regret it.

i didnt really see how p.r.i.n.c.e reacted to her,

or maybe he didnt notice that she was there when he passed by me,

or..

he PRETENDS to not notice her and she PRETENDS to not notice him so that everyone will believe that theres nothing between them anymore...

my goodness!!

does she think shes a damn angel?!

please, more like devil to me.

i bet they're both exchanging messages by now.

i love u.

i love u more..

all those shit.

please, love?!
what do they know bout love?!
nothing!!!

someone like her doesnt belong with someone like him.

he is smart...

she thinks shes smart..

well news flash bitch, you may be smart, but compared to you, im a genius.

that is all

...................

Super Junior???

hello hello!!
askum and a very good afternoon:)
how is everyone doing today??
me?
well, saya happy sgt2 today because well, ari ni adalah ari yg paling menyeronokkan bgi saya:)
why?
haha tu secret ok, mne le bgi tau secret kat org laen.. tu bkn secret namenye :P
bru sya prasan!!!
this is the first post yg sye tliskn unsur2 bahasa melayu:)
mklumlah kn, most of sye nyer posts are all in english, but now....heheheh
sjew la,nk tkar ckit jer...
ckit jer, kn nyer byk :)








back to the real topic!!!
^Super Junior...............
pe bende la Super Junior nii?!
ce cite ce cite :)
well, tell me..
apa yg de kt dlm kpala otak korunk bile korunk npmk/dgr jer name Super Junior??
ce fikir, ce bgi otak korunk tu brkerja ckit aishh susah btul ahha...
well to me, the first thing that came to my mine about Super Junior is this...





cantik kn:)
inilah fandom yg kebanyakan nyer org(trmasuk saye) is addicted to:)
E.L.F
E- ever
L- lasting
F- friends.

tu dia!!!
EVER LASTING FRIENDS!!!!!
FRIENDS bkn nyer FANS
de beza kn?!
hahahahahahha!!!!!
tau pun betapa BESAR nyer Super Junior ini.....
actually.....
sebenarnyer........
Super Junior is......
this super hot, awesome, fantastic, talented, hilarious.....
korean group...
formed by SM Entertainment in 2005..
at first, Super Junior sepatutnyer jdi project group.
but after album pertama dieorg dpt smbutan yg HANGAT!!!
SME decided to turn them into a PERMENANT group:)
next....
mse nk kluarkn second album...
a new member msk dlm group tu..
so from 12 members, jdilah 13 members....
member bru, Cho KyuHyun,
jdi trainee kt SME for only i think 4 months, msk Super Junior pd thn 2006...
second album. siap.
second album- repackage .....
tragedy yg menyedihkan...
album repackage ini adalah album pertama KyuHyun participate after accident dia yg teruk yg brlaku pd 19 April 2007.
he almost died, but a miracle happened:)
thank goodness:)
second repackage album. siap.
third album...
spew la yg xtau album ni!!!!
inilah album!!
inilah album yg membuatkn Super Junior lgi meletup drpd sebelum nyer
why??
bcuz third album inilah yg telah menghasilkn lgu yg paling meletup, lgu yg diiktiraf, yg dianugerahkn sbg BEST SONG OF 2009.....
*drum roll*
SORRY SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yes!!!
SORRY SORRY!!
spew yg xprnh dgr lgu ni mmg sah! dia cm katak di bwh tempurung.
i think almost smua org tau la lagu ni..
even my parents tau lgu ni..
aishh cian tul kt ampa yg xtau kn hehhe...
third album...siap.
third album- repackage album
well, nothing special really...
cume lgu It's You jer...
hehe kidding!!!
awesome song!!!
yey!!! hehe
third repackage album..siap.
fourth album.
ahh ni cite laen la plak..
timeline....of members...
2005-middle of 2006 = 12 members are active
2006-2009 = 13 members are active
2010-now = 10 members are active.

sedih kn...
why members became like this??
well, skunk ni depa de only 10 members active is because...
a) sowang member ni p serve in military for 2 yrs(cm PLKN la)
b) sowang member ni nk focus on acting.
c) sowang member ni kluar dr Super Junior.
so.. 13-3 brape?
10.
10 members r active skunk ni...
but dont worry...
mase fifth album kluar tahun ni(August 2011), depa akn active as 11 members!!!
mamat yg focus on acting tu dh keep on hold keje acting dia tu and dh balik in Super Junior:)
yay!!!!!
yg p military tu balik taon dpn, mybe..
yg kluar tu nk wat cm ne kn:)
dia dh jdi solo singer dh skunk.
successful plak tuh..
dahsyat2:)
ekkk???
dok ckp psal diaorg, x add pun gmbr...
haha bodh nyer....
luper:)
anyway, my fingers dh sakit asyik tekan keyboard...
i out dlu k:)
nnti, klo rajin, esk ke, lusa ke, bile2 la, i update gi k:)
bye bye:)







name- KyuHyun
member yg msuk 2006:)
xtra gmbr bcuz hes my bias in Super Junior;)
<3<3<3










name- Hangeng
member yg kluar:(






name- Kangin
member yg p military.
come back soon oppa!!!





name- Kibum
member yg p acting but came back:)
glad ur back oppa!!!
hwaiting:)


kekek
see ya all later:)






:)

Itchy.Wicchy..

gahhhh!!!!! i feeeeeellll soooooo annoyed!!!
itchy here, itchy there!!!!
GAHHHHhhHHH!!!
kame it stop plezzzz!!!!
grrrrrrrrr.....




i knw i should be glad for coming home from school early but surprisingly im kinda not.
why u ask?
well, its bcuz i feel like ive done something wrong...
its not my fault that i suddenly got this stupid allergy!!
gahhhh!!!!!!!
SO.NOT.HAPPEH!!!
ANNOYED!
THATS WHAT I AM!!




but...
i am sad as well..
well u knw, my problem that im currently facing right now.
the "i-like-him-him-but-he-doesnt-give-a-fuck-to-me" thingy...
yeah, P-A-T-H-E-T-I-C
gahhh!!!!
who am i kidding!!
hes like 100% better than me, no way would he ever like me, not even if im the last girl in the world!
besides, hes ex(or so i knw is) is like 10000000000000000000000000000% much much better than i am!!!!

but seriously...
shes not EXACTLY like me,
i mean look at me!
i may not be pretty, but im smart!!
well smarter than HER that is, hehehhee




i feel soo mean kekek

but its true!!!
besides...
im like much more richer than her...
im smart,loaded with money, and i can make REAL friends.
not like her!
only uses her friends for her own benefits.
its THAT what she call "friends" ?!
pity, feel so sad for her...
she has no real friends...





even tho i know that she doesnt have real friends.
i still feel pity for her.
thats why i always buy her(or more precisely her mother) gifts whenever i go overseas.
see..
im smart, rich AND nice ;)
what else does he want?!
oh wait, i aint pretty...
oh boo hoooo...
look, im crying...
weeeeee




NOOOOTT!!!
i can dooo much better without him!!
i have friendss!!!
REAL.FRIENDS..
REAL.FUCKING.BEST.FRIENDS
enough said:P


p/s- if im being a little bit over myself(meaning..sye syok sendiri) then im sorry...
if u cant except the fact that im smarter than you, then at LEAST except the fact that i AM richer than u lol.

pp/s- im sorry.again. you are smart, its just that im a genius;)

lol!!!!

ppp/s-i was just joking about everything(except the me going overseas and buying HER/HER MOM presents thing,cz thats true) try to understand plzzz...

thnk kyu very much:)
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