Medan, Indonesia

welcome to MEDAN!!

as u can see,

im in medan, indonesia right now, i knw what u're thinking,

WHY SHOULD A 15 YEAR OLD GIRL, HOW HAS THE BIGGEST EXAM OF HER LIFE THIS YEAR BE GOING AROUND THE WORLD?! ON THE SAME YEAR?!

well here's my answer........

because in the future, idk if i COULD go around the world as often as I do now.so better make the best of it, right?

planning to go to Korea...maybe end of this year, or early 2012.

thats my plan. SEOUL! wait for me!!!kekekeke

BUT,

for now...

i'm waiting for my Beijing trip at the end of this month... MAY 27th to be exact.

this trip is totally different than other international trip i've had.

wae?!

because this trip is only me and my sister.

thats right, our parents ACTUALLY trust us to go to Beijing,China on our own.

gotta respect that bcuz they've finally realize that we're grown up now, we can take care of ourselves.. thats why im looking forward to that trip:)

not only that, im also looking forward for the Big Bang concert that im going(possibly) this July..

yes, again, my parents let me n my sister go to a concert hehe..

last march, they let my sister go to Super Junior Super Show 3 concert.

i was sooooooooo jealous, its a good thing she bought me lots of stuff if not im gonna hate her forever..

KIDDING!!

i love u sis, dont kill me hahah

ANYWHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

after the BB concert, me n my sis are going to Super Show 4 this December.

oh how this year is gonna be the best one yet:)

i think ive done talking, for now.

gonna go eat dinner, then back to the hotel to get some rest and TOMORROW i can go shopping AGAIN!!!

bye2,

take care,

love u all<3

Circle Of Life

pretty pretty boy.

hahah why?!

obvious isnt it?!

the name, the song, on the world wide web?!

even im not that obvious.

look ok, if theres something bothering me i would keep it to myself or i'll tell my bffs bout it, not blabbing it for the whole world to see!!

i knw i should keep quiet but, if she thinks she can relate to that song, well shes wrong.W.R.O.N.G!!!!

why?!
bcuz the lyrics, are my life..

the lyrics, represent what i feel...

the lyrics, are the things i want to happen.

the lyrics, are something that people like me can relate with and people like HER can only be proud of. and by proud i mean, selfish, berlagak, thinks shes the only person in this world that can have him.

well news flash missy, thats not true, and it will never be true.

just bcuz u're together NOW, doesnt mean that both of you will get married to each other in the future, doesnt mean that both of you will have pretty babies together.

NO.

bcuz faith...

has other plans for the both of you.

and faith........

will show who is the right person for the both of you.

faith..................

will show him that, shes not the only person he has in this world.

theres more.

he just have to keep searching.

love.....

you cant just keep still and wait for it to come to you,

you have to get up, and make it happen.

whether it will end up good or bad,

thats experience.

and experience, is not something money can buy.

get up.

get out.

and. make. it. happen.

bcuz nothing happens, without effort.

and I...

I havent taken my advice that well bcuz, its useless.

but i'll never stop trying.

even if, all of my efforts are useless,

he'll just be in my dreams.

hope.....

is a dream that never sleeps.....

Hope Is a Dream That Doesn't Sleep

It doesn’t matter if I’m lonely. Whenever I think of you,
A smile spreads across my face.
It doesn’t matter if I’m tired. Whenever you are happy,
My heart is filled with love.
Today I might live in a harsh world again.
Even if I’m tired, when I close my eyes, I only see your image.
The dreams that are still ringing in my ears
Are leaving my side towards you.
Everyday my life is like a dream.
If we can look at each other and love each other
I’ll stand up again.
To me, the happiness of those precious memories
Will be warmer during hard times.
For me, hope is a dream that never sleeps.
Like a shadow by my side you always
Quietly come to me.
To see if I’m hurt, to see if I’m lonely everyday
With feelings of yearning, you come to me.
Even if the world makes me cry, I’m okay.
Because you are always by my side.
Like dust, will those memories change and leave?
I’ll keep smiling to ease my heart.
Everyday my life is like a dream.
If we can look at each other and love each other
I’ll stand up again.
To me, the happiness of those precious memories
Will be warmer during hard times.
For me, hope is a dream that never sleeps.
No matter how many times I stumble and fall
I’m still standing like this.
I only have one heart.
When I’m tired you become my strength.
My heart is towards you forever.
So I swallowed the hurt and grief.
I’ll only show you my smiling form.
It doesn’t even hurt now.
I’ll always hold on to the dreams I want to fulfill with you
I’ll try to call for you at the place I cannot reach
I love you with all my heart.

BERY BERY LATE :)

a bery bery aka very very late...lateee....very latee..update hehe

soooo, like this...

ari sbtu tu, we(aka me and frenz) p sunway...normal2 day..but....we went there...for a purpose. a purpose to -drum roll- JUSTIN DREW BIEBER!!!!

oh yeah!!CLAP!!!!!!! chak chak chak chak(sound of clapping hehe)

call me "gedik" but I DONT CARE EH EH EH!!!

true true...

p/s-hes my husband, get near him and you'll face death lol jkjkjkjkjk!!!!!!

anywhooooo.........

wahhhhh, tomorrow,esk, the next day.......ade sukantara!!!!!!!!!!!

OH NOOOO!!!! HELP!!!! GAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

someone help..pleaseeee....

i dont wanna gooo!!!

i wanna stay hommeeeee!!!

i dont want to jump jump or run run...bcuz its no fun fun :P

if only theres someway that i could get myself out of this world of hell....

if only prince charming was here to save me:(

speaking of prince charming....

-drum roll-again- kekekekkee

i am......

well my friend told me that i'm involve in some school event...

aka

SCORE "A"

not only my..but my BFFs are in it too!!!

yeahhh!! horayyy!!

BUT....

jeng jeng jen!!!!! (scary music)

PRINCE is in it too...if u read most of my updates then u knw who PRINCE is..if u dont then..the hell with you hehehe...im so mean :P

wait...

if PRINCE is in it,then why would scary music be playing??

it should be...HAPPY MUSIC!!!!!!

OH YEAHHH BABY!!

I SAY BA

YOU SAY BY

BA

BY

BA BY

BA BY

HEHEHHEHEHE

NOW PLAYING..... SUPER JUNIOR's HAPPINESS!!!!!

WAHH WAHH WAHHH!!!

WAHHHH SOO HYPER....

i told u.....im only gonna post stuff bout lovey-dovey/heartbreakingintomillionpieces/sadthings once a week....

the rest are alll HAPPY/HYPER/ALL CAPS/AWESOME/WEIRD/AMUSING/ENTERTAINING/DISGUSTING....wait disgusting???nahhhh!! juzkidding hehehe!!!!

idk wat to say other than....have a good day or night since its like 6:39pm over here soo..good night..have a good day tomorrow and god bless:)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QcsdA-oGrkQ

p/s- 4give me for not posting the video, instead of the link butt.........

i....have no idea how to....lol pathetic i knw BUT!!! blame the blog for not giving a tutorial about posting videos on my updates:( anyways dont worry...i'll ask teacher aka my friend about it tomorrow hehehhe.....

pp/s- 내 이름은 공주 그리고 난 당신의 여왕이 될 왔습니다있다. 나의 왕이 되길 바랍니다.당신을 사랑합니다

translation- "my name is princess and i am here to be your queen. please be my king. i love you"

ppp/s-你好吗？我想念你？你吃了吗？我吃了。我想你。请爱我。我爱你。谢谢大家。

translation- "how are you? i miss you? have you eaten? i have eaten. i miss you. please love me. i love you. thank you everyone."

pppp/s- lol ok this is the last one.i juz HAVE to put this in;)

私はあなたを愛しています。戻って私を愛してください。私はあなたがいなくて寂しいです。私があなたを待っているわ。あなたは食べましたか？一緒に食事をすることができます。一緒に歌うことができます。どのようにですか？私は元気です。ありがとうございます。

translation- "i love you. please love me back. i miss you. i'll wait for you. have you eaten? lets eat together. lets sing together. how are you? i am fine. thank you."