things are not always as they seem to be..

HELLO HELLO YOU ALLS! ASKUM!
sooo, cite sedih nii...nk ckp ke,xmau.... nk ke... xnk....
aisshh!! i dont know la!
pening pening pening.
guess this is my story.
once upon a time, there was this girl,she doesnt hv that many friends, but the ones she have are sweet,kind, always there when she needs them.but, one day,he befriends with someone that she THINKS her true friend but ended up the other way.
kawan tu,kawan tu, lets call her, MISS WORLD. well miss world ni, she has this guy thats always around her, and looks like shes controlling him.
this guy,lets call him.. PRINCE.
well prince,he has a few qualities that i want, hes the kind of guy that knows how to make people laugh when they're sad,knows how to cheer someone up when they're down, hes..to me the kind of guy that i really admire.
walaupun dia taken, he's still nice to me, we send text messages to each other, he makes me laugh, he cheer me up, haha he even wanted to treat me KFC:) i know its a joke,i mean im the one that started it but,he sounds soo serious when he said that.
ive known him,well ive known him for about a year now, but hes only realize my existence this year. and how i was soo happy that he now knows my name and we laugh together..stupid i know.
you know wat hurts the most??! his girl is none other than miss world, and miss world is like one of my closest friend, well use to be my closest friend.now i dislike her, i HATE her. not only herself and her "GEDIK" group of friends like to talk bad stuffs about my best friends, she's also a control. HEY MISS WORLD!! juz bcuz hes your guy,doesnt mean that u can tell him who he can be friends with and who he cant. juz bcuz me and your guy is getting closer doesnt mean that you can talk about me all you want!
oh and, u cant talk about my best friends like that,u dont even know them.wat gives you thet right to talk bout them and actually think that u can act nice and innocent in front of people.
sbb dia la,i think, he wont reply to me anymore..
bcuz of her, i listen to sad songs every night and cry myself to sleep bcuz i cannot sleep just thinking about how bad and selfish you are.
let me tell u something, you dont even deserve prince, if u really love him then why do u always control him?! why do u always tell him wat to do?! who are you to him?! are u his mother?! sister?! then if u have no relations with him whatsoever,then why are u still here?! why are u always ruining other peoples lives?! you've hurt my friends, you've hurt me, but most importantly, you've hurt him.
fine ok i admit that he said that he loves you, i know, ive heard and saw it with my own eyes and ears, but if he really loves you, then why does he look like he doesnt wanna be with you?! why did i heard him say that he wanna break up with??!! he wants to break up but u dont! u're juz afraid that u'll never find someone like him, u're a coward, a lying selfish fucking coward.
i hv nothing more to say to you,just this one thing, prince will never love u like he always did if u dont clean up your act. if he breaks up with you, then dont even think about dragging me with you, i dont even want to look at you, you, miss world, dont even deserve him, and prince, oh how i hope that u'll realize the true self of the girl that u assumed that u love.
that is all.....
i dont to talk to her..
i dont want to look at her..
but pity,i hv to coz im in the same school and class as her,its like HELL.

and...
these feelings wont go away,
it hurts seeing them together, but wat cn i do?
nothing,i knw,'
for now, i hv to stop thinking about him, even thought i knw its impossibe...

.....
no more..
plzzz no moreee!!!!