Today...

hmmmm...

hello.

hi.

aiii

saturday 2 July 2011

event- Academic and Co-curriculum Awards

- One Malaysia Run

venue- SMKDHAB

i..have no problem with the running, even though i would be running alone but thats fine. im ok with that..

but....

the only thing that im NOT fine about is the awards...

i didnt get....well i didnt win anything.

i used too but not this year.

i used to get for English subject, which is my emm how to say... my most strong point in academics but...i didnt get the highest in my Form.

guess who got it..

guess,try me...

its..

none other than.....

the person that i....

despise.....

but love at the same time.....

its....

p.r.i.n.c.e

yessssss its him...

oh my god!!!

how could i be sooooooooo stupid!!!!!!!!

idiot!!!!!!

stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stupid fucking damn idiot!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im not mad because he stole what supposed to be MY award...

well maybe i am... a bit..

but......

im mad...

im upset that...

of all people that HAD to have that awards....

why?!

does it always HAVE to be him?!

seriously!

if someone else other than him got the award,i wouldnt mind, but..him!

shit...

this has to mean something.

i dont knw wht but it HAS to mean something.

anything.

..........................

miss world always denied it..

she has always denied about herself and prince.

she said its over between them but guess what!!!

shes a liar.

shes a stupid fucking idiotic liar.

she think she can fool everyone with her tricks.

she thinks she soooo pretty and smart and everyone would fall for her.

ughh please....

even a dog wouldnt even DREAM of having her.

idiot.

gedik.

prasan.

she may have succeed in fooling everyone else but not me.

i have eyes ok, and they're still in good shape so dont think that u can fool me.

for instance...

on the way back from school,

i was calling my mom to come pick me up.

once i was done, p.r.i.n.c.e walked passed me..

with his eyes full of ignorance, arrogance.

i simply ignored him,

pretending to not know him.

but little did he know that i was upset with him.

about him.

i looked around myself, confirming that no one i know was around.

i took a little peek at him,

he was heading towards the motorcycle parking lot,

he didnt noticed that i was staring at him,

if he did then he might think that im a creeper or something,

anyways...

while i was feeding my eyes, another pair of eyes was staring at the same scenery as i am.

and guess who that is...

miss world..

she was also staring at her so-called "soul-mate"

(soul-mate my ass :P)

i can see it through her eyes.

she said she doesnt love him anymore,

that they both dont talk to each other anymore,

but her eyes are saying the opposites..

her eyes...

shows arrogance , desperate for something... an unfaithful feeling.

she was looking at him as if she wanna eat him, like hes her food or something..

giggling like an idiot.

acting all cute and shy.

oh please bitch, stop with the fucking acting, its disgusting.

but.....

that just shows how big of a liar she is.

how idiotic she is to still have feelings for him when she knows that he doesnt,anymore.

how..foolish of her to act like shes suffering from a serious disease.

writing things on fb like, its hard to forget you bla bla bla bla.

all these things/words, are being read by the whole wide world.

doesnt she have any shame?!

doesnt she have any pride?!

wheres her pride?!

wheres her dignity?!
where is it?!

well she clearly doesnt have one does she.

idiot.

he doesnt love u anymore,

move on.

of you'll regret it.

i didnt really see how p.r.i.n.c.e reacted to her,

or maybe he didnt notice that she was there when he passed by me,

or..

he PRETENDS to not notice her and she PRETENDS to not notice him so that everyone will believe that theres nothing between them anymore...

my goodness!!

does she think shes a damn angel?!

please, more like devil to me.

i bet they're both exchanging messages by now.

i love u.

i love u more..

all those shit.

please, love?!
what do they know bout love?!
nothing!!!

someone like her doesnt belong with someone like him.

he is smart...

she thinks shes smart..

well news flash bitch, you may be smart, but compared to you, im a genius.

that is all

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