Mixed Emotions.

mixed emotions.

a partly positive, partly negative feelings, or reaction to something.

never have i ever thought i would ever have these kinds of feelings.

Betrayal is the only truth that sticks.

Betrayal, and/or backstabbing.

is a breaking or violation of trust, contract or confidence that results in a conflict in a relationship within individuals.

often betrayal is the act of supporting a rival group, it depends on the individual betraying and the individual that is being betrayed.

it has been said in a previous update about being in a society and etc.

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in my defense, i am NOT supporting the rival group because to me, they are not rivals. we are not rivals. i was never in any bad air with them.

you are the one who's having trouble with them.

you are the one who's on their wrong side.

not me, but you and your tweeps.

i was just there to give in opinions.

i was just there to listen and help.

i wasnt there to join you in your plan for world war 3.

and to be honest, i was a good friend to you,

im not from here, im not from this town, most importantly, im not one of your village girl.

so i have an advantage that means you can trust me.

no one knows me when i first came here, i dont know every part of this town. i dont know everyone here, means im easily to be trusted.

and even though i cant really help you in a lot of things, but i can definitely be someone that can be trusted.

i guess its too late for that now.

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument. A real friend knows that it's not over until after you've had a fight.

what kind of friend do i think i am?

i dont know.

what kind of friend do you think you are?

depends on yourself.

but do you know what.

i dont know what kind of friendship we're having cuz, i dont know if we're having an argument or are we having a fight?

if we are, then what are we arguing/fighting about?

its ridiculous when you think about it.

but i think what changed is when i stop hanging around you.

not that i mean to do it, but it just happened.

i thought you wouldnt care,

but i forgot what kind of person you are.

An insincere friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an insincere friend will wound your mind and heart.

A lost friendship is when you lose a friend of yours. Friendship is lost when you fall out with a friend due to some misunderstandings. Regular fights, heated discussions, and even keeping distance can be some of the factors that can lead to a lost of friendship.

I myself am the only friend i have.

reality check.

no matter how many friends you make.they'll still be the one who'll disappoint you in the end.

you'll only see your true friends once most of them have run away from you, or the other way around.

the truth.

i did not disappoint you.

i did not run away from you.

i only did what i think was right for me at that time.

i only did something that would make me less stressful.

i only did something that made me feel like i belong somewhere.

thats all i did.

u can judge me all you want, but publicly trying to start world war 3 with me, is just pushing it.

i said for you to just shut it.

you said yes.

then do as u are told.

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